What to do about deep feelings of hatred and hurt all surrounding women?

I ve known nothing but abuse at the hands of women, my mother is a little crazy and i think that has had an effect on me, all my girlfriends were liars, users and emotional abusers, i just feel hatred towards women sometimes because i loved all women, i held them in the highest regard, i think i almost worshiped them, my experience and what i see them doing en mass in society sickens me, i feel deeply hurt by women and this makes me hate and rage against them, i can't deny the part of me that need a woman still, i just feel very emotionally churned up and damaged.